word tomorrow neVer entered my vocabulary. i waS living
eacH moment for eacH moment in thee moment w/
no forthought or consideration for the consequence or ineVitable
outcoMe. thee aiM & focuS completelee upoN my releaSe.
releaSe frum thiS uNjust, tiresoMe reality thee simple
realitieS of life itself. releaSe frum thee sHadowy perdition
so eloquently promiSed to uS through thee mellifluous grinning
atonal banterings of freedom.
freedom. freedom to live. freedom
to change & grow & doO what you want to doO. what
you want to doO w/ life & particularly what you
want to doO w/ your life? thee only presupposition
being that of thee ability to finance thiS future of your
dreams & desires. freedoM, liKe alL false, foolproof promiSes
of happineSs ( so completelee saturated & immersed in
trickery & deceit an enchantreSs so dangerous & deeply
wHimsical in orientation as must bee meduSsa's puSsy itself
) freedom iS a viLe concept invented to keep thee maSses
abated & entertaiNed while that which iS important to
other people deemed more important than thee peons of thiS
limitleSs land becomes important to thee utmost so
that killing & honey-varnished nightmares insure uS of
thiS freedom to doO what you want tO doO w/ your life.
i am certain that as wee speaK
soMe monstrous calamity iS being carried out in thee name
of freedoM. freedoM thee four-letter word that maKes
you bleed. preposterous in every echo of its duo-syllabic
utteranCe or mention. bleeding disguised for convenience-sake.
a buttery blood filled w/ glitches & bellum. unvarying.
two-sided. thee lifeliNe to alL poetry. a contriVanCe so powerful
that it belittles & oVershadowS thee beneficiaries of
freedoM itself. eacH side of thee fenCe sO carefully painted
in its white-picketedneSs each side of the fenCe drenched
in eturnal misery. democracy. thee liberty bell hurself epitomiZing
thee very nature of thiS freedom cracked imperfect
broKen & broKen eVen upoN initial installation.
thee diVine pretenSe of alL smileS. a misdeed delivered in
20 minutes or leSs for your convenience. microwaved freedom
fresh from thee oVen. but which oVen iS it thiS tiMe?
or rather, wHoSe oVeN? let mee remind you my brotherS
& sisterS that thiS tiMe i am sO terriblee heartbroKen
to inform you thiS tiMe thee oVen iS ourS. any inaction
concerning thee nastineSs this little country portends, any
inaction iS a willing participation in thee injustice of freedoM.
i was uninformed, you might
say. i didnt know what was going on, its impossible to
keep up w/ alL thee news of thee world, w/ eacH little inaNe
detaiL of thee countries & suppositories vacant &
alive w/ distreSs due to our fraudulent & vainglorious
stanCe & support for liberty. lady liberty. torcH
held high. dreSsed in thee faltering vestments of thee diligent
serf. dutifully holding thee toMe thee guidebooK to
thee horrors of freedom indeed, it must bee it must
& there iS a reaSoN thiS toMe, thiS guidebooK to thee
horrors of freedoM, remains closed in a timeleSs aluminum
& essential concealment never to bee read, reread or recogniZed
by eacH or any lowly soldier, sinner or saint habitating our
harbouring undulate countryside. freedoM iS silent & must
remain thuslee so ... for freedoM iS a most eXpenSive & amoral
commodity. a reticent repression, by its very definition,
of tHoSe wHo aRe leSs free — leSs deserVing of freedoM.
dont get mee wrong, my friends. i believe in freedoM. i am
not thee homeleSs disbeliever meandering about thee streets
muttering tomfooleries concerning alL thee options weighed
against mee ( although in a purer sense of freedoM, to bee
w/o a house or home may bee a bit freer than thee average
american may aspire to bee ), begging for a diMe to buy myself
a niCe cold beer ( although i welcome anytime thee splendiforous
anonymous donations occasionally proffered my way ). i wilL
work & searcH & create thee tiMe & space necessary
for my owN freedoM & thee expressions thereof. i daRe
not cast myself out of thiS land of thee free for thee fear
of being consumed by its neverending havocK & ofttimes
misdirected attacKs. but i also realiSe w/ ample concern &
litigations thee unfair uSage of freedoM in thee proceSs of
conquering thee netherworld before uS.
dont get mee wrong my belief in freedoM & thee
defenSe of alL, eacH/eVery freedoM iS forthright, strong &
unfaltering. but in alL eroticK honesty, it iS thee sunnysiDe
surreptitiouS responsibility of eacH/eVery member of thiS
fatefuL lot gleaming w/ ineXorable citiZenry
blanKeted & blind-folded in a ruddy luXurianCe
it iS our beckoning & spangled fearsoMe duty, aS thee
meeKest emiSsarieS of internationaL wordlee enterprise, to
fairlee evaluate thee priCe of our sweet freedoM.
for there iS, my obsequious brotherS & sisterS, tHeRe
iS a deaR priCe to pay for our suppoSed & so-called freedoM.
a delicate imbalanSe obscured w/ thee desulatory, idyllicK
notion of its very nature. alL men are created equaL so liVe
youR life unfettered & free. liVe your life of liberty
& justiCe for alL fraudulently following thee hilltops
& molehills of eVery billowing treacherous dream - &
doO so w/ your capricious tribulatioNs, w/o forethought, w/o
a caRe in thee world, w/o a creaSe or a stitcH in youR heart.
oR, to taKe oNe step backwardS w/o a caRe for thee
world. to liVe w/o oNe selfleSs boNe in ouR skullS. &
w/ thee priCe of freedoM justlee follow that exquisite constellatioN
thee heavensent & joyous cost of freedoM.
to bee continued ...